I questioned why but I told myself.. This is finally [b]MY[/b] life I'm gona do what the hell i want.
So ive realized that i only find time to write in here when im trying to avoid things like calc lately. its sad really. Anyways, what to write about... umm.. friday-saturday i went to fredonia w/ stinky and her mom.. that was pretty fun. i think my face hurt after from laughin sooo much.
Saturday night it was my original plan to stay home bc i wanted to sleep in my own bed and study adn relax.. but then my parents went out after sayin i couldnt so.. i snuck out lol. that was pretty fun..
today is devoted to trying to study for calc... :? its gona be a rough one.
WEll thats all for me. ~KC
Until the day I die, I'll spill my heart for you, for you
so i dont exactly have anything interesting to write. ive been sick, its consumed my life and my time. ive done nothing but puke, blow my nose, cough, and consume endless amounts of cough drops. anyways, ive got nothing good to write but i felt the need to update. ~KC
"No talking when I want you to listen No Talking cos it's Living Torture, Living Torture No talking when I want you to listen Don't tell me what I’m trying to say to you Quietly thinking to myself This sad exchange pleased neither on of us"
So today was pretty okay. I hung w/ the girlies... Serafizzle, Jobes and I went up to park ave to get lunch and walk around. we walked like 8 miles thanks to Sera but thats okay heh. it was generally a good trip:0) Then.. hm.. came home.. talked online.. then talked on the phone to Brandon for a few hrs. That was good, enjoyable. We actually had a great convo and there werent like ne awkward pauses or ne thing like that. so yea. I dont think i have much else to write. its my last nite of vacation oh how i will miss it:0( one day... then back to hell... i mean school... yea... ~KC
Lately has been confusing. I dont know whats going on with me. i think i should be happy... so why arent i? Am i an alcoholic like everyones telling me? Am i seriously insane? What the fuck is wrong with ME!
I need to relax, i need a vacation, i need to get away... from everything all obligations need to be voided. I need my life to be easy. Someone please save me.
Okay im done for my creative venting. Umm.. lets see.... New years eve was okay.. i went to jills and hung w/ that crew. that was enjoyable. then went to heathers, and yea.... we wont go into that one. im tryin to forget. Thursday was dubyas bday/party. so i went there for a bit. then i went ot stinkys cuz i was extremely sick and needed help. Umm today i went ot jess's for a bit htat was fun.. catchin up on old times.. Hmm well thats all.
