Hmm so the week.. wow i havent written since mooondaY? gez. okay so the week.. hmm... Tuesday.... umm... yea... what did i do.. i dont exactly remember probably nothing. OH went shopping w/ my mom as always, then i went to bills to get the pics which turned out good and that was it i think. then umm wednesday umm hmm.. i dont think i did anything.. atleast not that i recall. thursday i went job hunting with pissy, that was exciting. and nick got me an interview w/ the lady at target, hopefully she'll actually call me about it. then cyrus came to get me after class and we went back to his place and he made dinner while beaver and i made fun of him lol. then we ate, hes a pretty good cook;0) then we cuddled for a lil bit. and i think that was it. came home at 10:30. friday i felt like SHIT. i couldnt even open my eyes so i did nothing all day.. i watched 7 hrs of spongebob when i woke up. then i watched some show about people in the mofia then a show about hilter. that was all. then today i went n got cyrus and my sis and spent hte day hanging out w/ cyrus. it was good and bad. he did say a few things that upset me but we're all good now:) we talked and yea. we're perfect again of course:p then i ventured over to jills party which was exciting, i "jimmied" everything lol. that is all. ~ Super-Duper KC
So if you couldnt tell today was johns bday! no i dont still hate him for being a complete cock to me not at all. anyways. hmm beena while since i wrote. Friday the field trip was alright, the 2 hr bus ride each way was a bit excessive adn so was the getting back at 2:40 instead of the original plan of 1:45! besides that it was decent. no art work stuck in my mind, i liked the striped painting at the beginning when we first walked in but everyone is like "omg that takes no talent blah blah blah" which is BS bc no one realizes how planned out that had to be only a perfectionist could have completed it. Anyways. Then i went to see dawn of the dead w/ hu, nickbert and phil. that was cool, good movie, funny but i dont think it was supposed to be. then i went to visit cyrus for a bit, yay for cuddling:) we had an enjoyable talk also... more understanding of eachother and such i guess. hm.. saterday didnt really do much for the day. got brugers mmmm bagel. then sat nite while i was taking my nap at 9, Nik decided to wake me up to go hang out w/ her, deek, and hu, that was alright, lol intersting things found out lol. and yea that was it. hu and i left adn just drove around nothin outa the ordinary. Hmmm that was it... sunday umm yea.. sunday... wtf did i do yesterday? i dont think i did anything at all. nope i didnt. TOday was alright i guess. nothing exciting happened at school, oh cept Kate, the sub for pig let me leave when my work got done so i ended up not having to stay till 2:15... GLORY. hmm that was it. then i went to see cyrus for a lil bit at 4 since he had class at 7 it was short lived. plus he was tryin to do hw so i watched the price is right then the simpsons then made him dinner. that was about it for my nite.... blah
Hmm so what to write about... i dont really remember wahts been going on lately. dono why tho. maybe its the lack of sleep... possibly. Tuesday i had another lunch date w/ nicole but instead of staying at school we left early and went to visit deek. That was umm interesting... lol. I found out some info that i quite possibly should not have ever known nor ever really wanted to kno about certain ppl. heh. then i got addicted to mariokart! even tho im possibly the suckiest person to ever play the game, im a funny kind of sucky:0) Hmmmm what else. Yesterday i visited Cyrus that was good times.. till he had to go to class, *tear*. then i came home and did nothing as usual. looked for shoes for ball and found stripper shoes. lots of them. hmm today... skool was schooly..... Came home, took a brief 2 hr nap, woke up more tired than when i fell asleep wished i coulda slept longer. hmm got up.... hung out, showered, umm... talked to cyrus, called rae, went out to dinner w/ Cyrus:) that was fun/ interesting:) all around good times tho. im glad to be able to spend time w/ him and have him in my life. hmm i guess thats about it.... Yay for field trips to buffalo tomorrow WOOOT WOOT! ~Semi-super KC
So i decided that since no one reads my blog anyways ill explain to myself wahts going on in my life.
Last week i had to hear from Troy that John was "talking to another girl" and didnt know how to break up with me so he asked troy to do it, at which point troy told me, not to break up w/ me BUT to tell me so i knew ahead of time. So then i called john at which he lied to me, told me he wanted to break up due to lack of time on his part, and when i asked about "another girl" he lied and said there was no such person and told me if troy told me that he was "full of shit because troy hates me" Then troy proceeded to tell me that he wanted to "hang out" because he liked me... hm... well that ended up being fucked up too so oh well to that. Then theres the nameless firefighter who cannot make up his mind what he wants. he tells me he likes me and blah blah blah but then totally contradicts himself and says something completely opposite about not knowing that he wants a relationship and yatta yatta... guys blow. its bs. Then theres Vman. who i randomly txt msged the other day cuz i missed him... but idk. i think he hates me still. idk im just soo.. UGHHHHHHHHHHH. And school isnt making things easier. YES miss brown NO ONE in the calc class HAS A LIFE and can sit at home every night doing endless amounts of calc homework YAY. What do i care anymore, im a failure.
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're the kind of chick that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy being around your boyfriend.
I don't wanna know If your playin me, keep it on the low Cause my heart can't take it anymore And if your creepin, please don't let it show Oh baby, I don't wanna know
Things are fucked up. Guys are fucked up... i need someone whos real.... someone who wont play with me.. :0( this sucks!
So this week.. hmm.. well i guess its been okay so far. Monday was kinda boring, went to skool, left early, came home, talked to john when he went to his cousin's between classes, then my mom took us out to dinner. then umm.. hm.. that was it. then john called me again after school and we talked and that was all. tuesday i left early again, christy and i went to pizza hut for lunch then we went to chill at cyndi's for a little bit then i went to get my book for school then i went and got john from work and we ran all his errands which took forever, then we went to the movies and best buy then he had to go babysit and i went w/ him but ended up havin to come home right away but thats oaky atleast i got to see him for like 8 hrs yesterday... i swear we act like we're married. kinda scary but kinda good at hte same time. :0) TOday.. well today sucks so far. my mom is annoyin the shit outta me by tryin to tell me constantly what to do, how to do things, how to live my life. its FUCKING ANNOYING. and the she gets all pissed off at me if i even mention john grrr. she bothers me soo much sometimes. and im mad cuz john hasnt called me and i kno hes done w/ his class... *tear* .. time for a nap and hw. ~KC
