And time held its breath so I could see, yeah And you set me free
School week numero dos. not so bad i guess, the work pile is increasing faster and faster however and im feeling like i have less and less time to complete everything. trying not to get overwhemled yet work likes to put me on for double shifts. And give me no days off:( But what can ya do. this week has been pretty uneventful thus far. Last friday i went to rachels to hang out w/ her n such that was a pretty good time, good break and a chance to see my chica. Saturday i had a few of the guys over n we just chilled cuz we had nothin better to do, dan made some harassing phone calls to some friends. Sunday the rents came home. Monday i had calc then work. blah. Tuesday i had skool then work. Wednesday i had work (of course was harassed by dan) Thursday (today) i had class. and my first college test. i did pretty well tho, got a 95! woot woot. Thats about it i have a shitload of hw due mon and tues and im working a double shift tomorrow and all day sunday. This is gona suck!
And its begun....... SCHOOL! AHHHHHHH... so tuesday was my first day of school, and not little kid school anymore we're talken COLLEGE here people COLLEGE. The first day wasnt too miserable, i was horribly nervous and such. and it didnt help that i have been stressed about it seems everything lately. but i can say the first day went down without TOO many mishaps... Then i had to work after which i didnt bring any of my books w/ me that day and somehow managed to get hw in EVERY class. And then work was horribly busy anyways so it sucked. the whole dining room was full and guess who was the only waitress! yep me! it was rough for a while but MOST of the customers were pretty understanding. Today was dia numero dos de college! it wasnt too bad. the only crappy part was having to run from calc to psych bc theyre at total opposite ends of the campus and my calc teacher likes to let us out a few min late. To the person whom ive been taking out my stress on: than you for being there and supporting me even though im extremely difficult at many times in my life. For this i love and cherish you for always. And to the friends whom I've lacked effort in involvement with. Im horrendously sorry. i wish it was something i could change but at this point in my life its not, since work and school are consuming me. For this i will try to change... as soon as i find some time
~Feeling Blue KC
Drowning in an ocean of childhood devotion. Where things just didnt work out like we planned
I thought we were beyond this, i thought we'd move past this point in our relationship. But I guess i was wrong since... SCHOOL STARTS AGAIN IN LESS THAN 5 DAYS!!!!! bullshit I tell you. And i have to get over the habit that plagues me, the skipping of classes or leaving school early to go take naps. i know i mean youd think theyd understand that people need naps these days. and not only that i'm PAYING to attend school now. $300 on BOOKS 4 MEASILY BOOKS! and it went on my CREDITCARD! boy am i angry about that. Anywho. School i hate you already and we havent even met yet. Would anyone like to coach me on schoo moral so that i dont skip out every day? i cant really afford to fail:(
Hmm what else is new. work is busy. it keeps me busy a lot of my life. not expecting that to change since ontop of starting school im also starting a 2nd job, i just hope i can keep up on everything i need to. *sigh*
Well i believe that is all, and zachamoo you better read this and comment your little heart out or ill beat you... with your goldfish, which i dont remember its name (sorry)
